Tues Update

I have to say thank you to all that are praying for me! I know that the prayers are working.

I must give giant KUDOS to my husband. He has been so strong during these last weeks and definately the best nurse there is! He slept (somewhat) in the chair next to me after the surgery and took care of my personal hygiene as well! Jason has taken care of my every need while I have been at home. He is emptying my drains, making sure I am comfortable, changing my dressings (better than the nurse!) and keeping me positive! I am a lucky girl!

Alexander has been staying at my mom's house so that he can continue with his normal schedule. He has been by everyday to see me. He keeps looking down my shirt to see the bandages! He said that he misses my boobies! At 5 yrs old...we are in big trouble!!!

Again, my family and friends have been amazing supporters during this challenging time. I am so happy to have such special people in my life. I know I couldn't do this without you!

Tomorrow I will go to the surgeon for a follow up. I am guessing that it's too early for the drains to come out but I am praying for it either way! I can't sleep with them since I am NOT a back sleeper. The nurse today removed the bandages and it was my first look at the incisions. I keep focusing on the fact that it was necessary for me to be healthy. This has been one of the hardest parts. It was easier to think positively BEFORE I actually saw how it looks afterward. This procedure isn't a physically painful one...it's the emotions after that are difficult.

In the afternoon I have an appointment with the oncologist as well and if I don't find out from the surgeon in the morning, I should find out what my next course of action is. I am praying that all of the cancer was removed and that it hasn't spread anywhere else.