Chemo

Chemo starts on Thursday at 1 pm. I have been going to a therapist to learn how to relax and calm my mind. I have been very anxious about starting chemo. Since everyone reacts to chemo differently I have been scared to get started, I guess the fear of the unknown is what is getting to me.
I am doing a lot of reading that will help me figure out how to live after chemo. I have a long life to live and I want to be as healthy as possible. If there is anything that you come across that might be helpful or just make me laugh, please send an email. My mom reads the paper everyday and always pulls articles out that she thinks will help me. Stepheney did some research for me on the chemo drugs and the side effects. That helps me to prepare myself for what I am going to expect. Of course if it's not as bad as I read....then that's a great thing!
I am doing a lot of reading on healthy living and relaxation CD's are now on my MP3 player.
I could use some info on scarves and how to wear them. It's not summer yet and it's HOT here already!!!